Monday, January 10th 2011
A kid in my English class asked me out today and I almost considered saying yes. Sure, he looked like an ass in a sweater vest, but hey, at least someone noticed me.
I can admit it. It gets to me. I don’t want to be jealous of Connie’s 2 headed boy toy or the fact that every single guy on the face of the planet thinks Vanessa is prettier to me (she really is btw) but I am insanely jealous. I know that I look at everyone like they have two heads and make fun of just about everyone who dares to speak to me but I just can’t help it.
For instance, today I asked Connie if she thought I was sarcastic or sardonic and she said “I don’t know where your family came from.” I spent all the rest of the walk to class making fun of her for it, made fun of her all throughout History class and then called her after school to make fun of her again. This is my best friend.
Okay so I made up my mind. I’m gonna try to do the whole go to the mall and meet guys thing this weekend. I know it’s just gonna be losers and creeps but I gotta try something.
Enough bitching. I’m gonna take a Benadryl and knock myself out.